Tuesday, May 25, 2010

Missionaries, Movies, and Sunshine in May!

My, my, it has been awhile, hasn't it?

Luckily, my life hasn't gotten much more interesting in the past few weeks, so you're not missing out on much.

I lied about the sunshine...partly. Yesterday I woke up to 2 feet of snow in my backyard and more coming down. Yes, snow!!! I was a little bitter about that. However, by that evening, most of it had melted down to a lot of water. Today has been sunnier and warmer :)

I finally saw Iron Man 2. It was fabulous!!! It inspired me to dye my hair red... So I did. I look pretty different, but I like it a lot. Some people have told me it looks really natural. Yeah, I think they're a little crazy too. However, it's been lightening up a little, so it does look more natural now. Anywho, it's fun for a month. I really like it. I'll be happy to be blonde again though :) Oh, I also saw Letters to Juliet with my dear friend Sarah. It was so funny and so cute! Definitely a good romantic comedy for chick flick night.

My big asian brother (from another mother), Alex Hironaka, got home from his mission in South Carolina a few weeks back. How fun to have him home! We almost have the whole group back together again now! We're just waiting on Zack, who's in Japan till October.

Tom (yes, my ex-boyfriend, dear-johned while gone, Tom) is now home from his mission. Apparently the day he got home, he drove himself to Provo to pick up his girlfriend so she could meet the family. She speaks very little English (she's Mexican), and he met her while teaching her family in California where he served. I guess she continued to write him, and now (less than one week later) they're an item! He did text me when he got home... He wanted to "thank me for everything I taught him." I can't imagine what he's referring to at this point. He also wanted me to know that "he's moved on and all we'll ever be is just friends." Thank you, Tom, for informing me of this information. I feel so much better about dating other people... There's been no contact since, but I hear his name a bit more often now due to the fact that his little sister is a good friend of mine and a potential roommate at Weber next year. He got right back into texting, gaming, and having his earphones around his neck 24/7. It's a little disappointing to see people come home and fall right back into the things that weren't so good for them before. I worry about those people sometimes. I dear-johned him mostly because I thought his priorities were messed up and I wanted him to focus more on his mission... It didn't work all that well I guess. However, good for him for finding a girl. My bet is, he'll be married before the year is up. He wanted that for himself in life anyways... Marriage, and a really big family. More power to him if things work out well with whoever-she-is.

It brings certain thoughts to mind though. What if, you have a falling-out of sorts with someone before they leave, and then when they return, you find that you can't trust them to not fall back into those same habits as before? Am I not putting enough faith in these people, or am I lacking experience and putting too much faith into them? Does everyone fall back into the same habits when they return? Or do they gain insight, maturity, and ability to be independent? Or is it somewhere in between...? What if, what if, what if... I'm beginning to hate those words. What if it's purely psychological on their part? What if it's pressure from family or peers? What if the problem lies entirely in myself? What if I don't ever take the chance? What if I get hurt again? I'm kind of going off on my own little train of thought now... Sorry. Though the big question, will I be asking the same what-if's when friend's 2 years are up? Some food for thought. As I said, those words, what if, are not my favorite right now. (Though if you've ever played the game "what if" it's a crack up!!! I love it!)

My dog has been throwing up the past few days. I'm really worried about her. Nothing else is out of whack though. She's still energetic and loving and happy, and she's not scratching at the inside of her ears anymore! Mom say's she's stressed. Though I wouldn't know why... She say's its probably because we've been leaving her alone for longer than usual, and she hates being alone. I'm gonna try to work on that, see if it doesn't help. She's so funny, I have a great story for you! I was laying on my parents bed, telling them how she was doing something, then came to the door and started howling. So I imitated her howling and whimpering, and she came running!!! She just jumped up on the bed and snuggled up next to me like "I'm here, don't be sad, you're not lonely!" It proved true again tonight when I was making whimpering noises like when she's lonely or something, and she came running again to come lick my face and she stayed by me. What a thoughtful, loving little dog I have :)

In other news, I finished "Wicked". It's a good book. The ending is a little weird, though I liked it, I think. If you've seen the musical, it is not in any way, shape, or form similar to it. (I like the story line of the musical better to be honest...) Haha so there we go! Good book, though a little risqué... There are some pages worth skipping, sadly. He's a very detailed author, and it was great, for the most part.

I doubt anyone wants to hear about my dentist appointments or my mundane work schedule so I'll spare you. Well, maybe not, cuz there's a really funky story about my wisdom teeth. My top ones aren't to worry about, I probably won't need them taken out. The bottom ones are a different story though... The bottom left is impacting (luckily, I have a permanent retainer on those teeth, so it can't do much damage) but the worst is my bottom right wisdom tooth. Not only is it impacting on my bottom teeth, the root is also on my mandibular nerve. (The nerve provides sensation to that half of my jaw, top and bottom teeth on that half, as well as skin surrounding [gums, lips, upper neck, etc]) Which means no oral surgeon is going to want to touch it! However, even if I keep the retainer my whole life, there's still a high risk for infection in the pockets of gum... So I guess we'll see what happens. He say's not to worry about it for a few more years anyways. Great, eh? (Just FYI, there is a possibility that the root is not on the nerve, but next to it, however, we can't tell cuz the picture is 2D).

Next movies on my list: Robin Hood (with Russell Crowe and Cate Blanchet) and Prince of Persia (Jake Gyllenhall or something like that, and some other girl)

Farewell for now my bloggers. Whoever reads this... Hahaha, maybe it's just myself :P Much love.

Tink

Monday, May 10, 2010

Mother's Day and Rain in May!

Aloha my friends.

It's been a smooth sailing week here in the rockies... Hahahaha okay I'm done with the cheesy, whatever that was. Yeah so pretty much all I do now is work and work out. It's great! I suppose... Luckily, I should be earning enough money to put me through another semester (hopefully two). I'm searching for a new job though. I want to find work as a CNA, if I can. Otherwise, Ice Cream is cool too.

Good news! I knocked 4 minutes off my 2 1/2 mile run!!! :D YAY!!! 4 MINUTES! I'm in better shape than I thought. It's grand.

I'm so sleepy right now... I've had this great routine ever since I came home that I go to bed at like 1 and I get up by like 10. Having 9 hours of sleep each night is soooooo nice. Except last night. When I went to bed at 3:30, woke up a couple times (I do love my dog), and then got up at 7 to help mom clean house. She hosted a luncheon for some local ladies (the daughters of Utah pioneers) so I got to clean, set up tables, then get ready for the day, then run around to Kneaders and Costco like a chicken with it's head cut off. Great fun! During which, my sister calls me and beg's me to work for her cuz she accidentally scheduled someone for the day shift that couldn't work... So I ate a fabulous sandwich in my sisters bathroom with my dog (so as not to disturb the ladies meeting, they discuss genealogy and share ancestral stories) then went to a 5 1/2 hour shift. More money for me! Woot!!!

When I got home, there was no dog to greet me. I felt oddly empty inside because of that. Then my brother proceeds to tell me that my mom took Danni to the Vet. Then he leaves. OH NO!!! I can't get a hold of mom... Two days ago Danni threw up and acted very lethargic. I was worried she was sick, but Rachel and Aaron have been miserably sick, so I figured she got something from trying to chew up their snotty rags... She seemed to be getting better though, so I was freaking out at this news! Mom just took her because she won't stop scratching her ears (her right ear especially), which is a sign of infection, and I guess she just got sick of it. So the vet took a look, and yes, Danni has an ear infection. In both ears :( My poor baby. So now we have to clean her ears twice a day, then administer an ointment, and give her some pills. So it'll all be good by the end of this week! No more scratching, and my baby will feel better :) It's quite a blessing cuz I've been so worried about her the past few days. I have a full set of vitals and a log of abnormal behavior from her... Yeah, I got a little obsessive. She threw up! I was worried! Don't judge me...

Haha So I realized that Sunday (yesterday) was my first real mothers day! I have a baby dog!!! :) My grandma always gave me and my sister something for mothers day cuz we're future mothers... I felt like it was somehow validated this year ;) hehehe. So here I sit, on my bed, with my baby dreaming right next to me. I think she's chasing something... Haha!

On a different note, I think there's a possibility that I may or may not have been dumped... He hasn't talked to me in over a week. He won't respond to any of my messages either. However, this type of thing has happened before (he left cell service areas to do some work for his uncle), and when I got all worried, I think he agreed with a text of mine saying "you'd respect me enough to not break up with me by randomly ignoring me forever, right?" (or something to that effect). He also said he'd give me warning if that sort of thing were to happen again. Soooo... I'm really not sure! Hahaha not like it matters. Though it would kinda blow if I were to be dumped like that. Or even dumped. We weren't really official anyways. And we're not exclusive... I'm kinda excited, cuz my brother set me up with a track star at UVU from Ghana! His skin is that really awesome dark dark dark black and he's super fast, and he's got a cool Ghanaian accent (which I have to listen really hard to understand sometimes haha :P) So, yeah. I feel weird putting my "love life" on the blog... It's entertaining though cuz it's a little weird, so I'll leave it be.

Oh yeah, I should probably update ya'll on Patty. We went to visit her for mother's day (it was a very nice mothers day... My brother Matt and I made egg drop soup together for my mom, and we found out my brother Brett might come to Utah for a week this summer!!! I'm stoked!!!) Anywho, Patty is getting stronger every day. She pretty much just eats, sleeps, and takes med's, but she can cough better, and move her arms more, and look alert for longer. She's doing so well!!! :)

I guess that's all for now. Aloha!

Tink

Monday, May 3, 2010

Tender Hearts and Snow in May

Ahoy there!!! I know it's been a bit longer than normal; I haven't been around a computer lately.

I have SO MUCH good news to share!!! First, finals are finally over!!!!!! YAY!!!! I moved home Thursday (the 22nd of April), but I never really stayed home. I had a date, I worked, and my friends wanted to play with me! Then on Sunday (the 25th) I moved back... basically. I moved up to Scott and Patty's for a little while to play mom whilst Patty was in heart surgery.

Every day Sunday through Wednesday, I drove an hour from Plain City to Salt Lake, then an hour back. On top of which, Sunday I had the drive up to Plain City from Alpine and Wednesday from Plain City to Alpine. Plus Monday, From Salt Lake (from Plain City) to Provo, to Alpine, to Plain City. It was exhausting! I'm glad I did it though. I love spending time with my nieces and it was great that I could help out when I was needed. As for Patty's surgery...

Everything went so so so so so so well! Even better than expected!!! The Dr came in Monday morning, and took her in an hour before she was scheduled. The surgery was a complete success. She didn't even need to stay on the by-pass machine once they put the heart back in. It started back up without having to shock it or anything. We had made contingency plans just in case something went wrong, or it turned out she needed a transplant, or whatever, but we assumed I'd stay with the girls the whole week anyways if all went as we hoped with the surgery because they would probably keep her for 2-3 weeks in the hospital. Guess what, though? It went better!!! I got to come home Wednesday night. There was nothing left for me to do... The girls all have rides to school, the house looked pretty clean, and everyone was so relieved that they didn't need the psychological support all that much either.

They're hoping to bring Patty home Monday (the 3rd of May), but it'll probably be Tuesday. Either way, it's fast!!! I go up to the hospital with my mom to see her plenty still. The first night I saw her (Tuesday after the surgery) she was hooked up to about 7 different IV lines and wires and tubes were everywhere. Now, less than a week later, she's off of everything, she's walking and eating whole foods... It's a miracle! Thank you to all of you who prayed for her. Even the doctors in the operating room said there was a lot of inspiration coming in. The nurses on her floor all knew her as "The Miracle Lady". After a surgery that big (especially being a 2nd time around) they were expecting a train wreck lady... We are all so grateful for the prayers, the blessings, the inspiration received (and given) and for the support.

Well... That's really all there is to it. Patty is great, the whole family is great, I'm finally home, my dog is amazing, and I finally have time to blog a little. I've been running around like a crazy person as of late :) It's good though. I like being able to stay busy. I can't wait until my friends all get home from school. I ended before everyone else...

Oh! More good news!!! Alex Hironaka, my Asian brother from another mother, is home from his mission! He's got just a bit of a southern drawl (North Carolina mission) and he's got that glow! It's so wonderful to see him home. Soon my other (little) brother, Ashton, will leave. This is so crazy! Matt's guy friends are all starting to get married now. It's creeping me out... It's one thing that my girl friends are all getting married, but now my guy friends will be doing it soon cuz they're all getting home from missions! At least I have my dog ;) hehehe...

Welcome May. Please stop snowing. Yes, snowing. I woke up to 2 inches of snow on the lawn on Saturday... the 1st of May! This is killing me!!! I want sunshine!!! Anywho...

I really think that's all now. My life is about to be consumed by work again, now that the stress of finals, moving, and surgery are over. So I dare say, this summer may not have as many updates. Ice Cream shop stuff isn't as entertaining as the rest of my life... Hopefully I'll finish reading "Wicked". Maybe I'll put my room back together too ;)

Fare thee well, my unseen friends. Enjoy your lives. I'm happy in mine, and so should you be.

Tinkerbell